This is for you brother... If you ever sees this that is..

          I may not be the world most loyal and good friend.. But hey... No one is perfect... Everyone have their own flaw.. Of course.. That's including you...

          I don't wanna bitch around poking your back.. That's why I'm not telling any shit about your attitude.. But bear in your mind... I've always treated you like a brother... Yes.. Sometimes under some circumstances.. I may be a little "unpleasant"... I apologize for that...

          Don't lose faith in me... Because I've never even once lose faith in you brother...

Afraid? Or Don't want to?

          Days are passing by without myself knowing it... SPM is just around the corner and yet... Here I am.. Sitting in front of the computer as usual.. Not even minding whats going on in the real world... Years pass and the older friends of mine are all in college... Studying their ass off in a whole new level... How I wish I could slow time down... How I wish I could turn back the time to correct my mistakes... But as everyone knows... Its impossible... All we could do is blindly charge forward to our unknown destiny.. What future does I have? I really don't even wanna think about it... Because deep in my heart, I knew... I'm destined to be a failure long since I was born...